Valley of Vision Meditation (Day 22)

From the Valley of Vision - 

This is the one I read and prayed over last Sunday morning before heading to church and having to face a confrontation with someone.


TRUE RELIGION

Lord God Almighty,
I ask not to be enrolled amongst the earthly great and rich,
but to be numbered with the spiritually blessed.
Make it my present, supreme, persevering concern,
to obtain those blessings which are
spiritual in their nature,
eternal in their continuance,
satisfying in their possession.
Preserve me from a false estimate of the whole or a part of my character;
May I pay regard to my principles as well as my conduct,
my motives as wells as my actions.
Help me never to mistake the excite- ment of my passions,
for the renewing of the Holy Spirit,
never to judge my religion by occasional impressions and im- pulses, but by my constant and prevailing disposition.
May my heart be right with thee, and my life as becometh the gospel.
May I maintain a supreme regard to another and better world,
and feel and confess myself a stranger and a pilgrim here.
Afford me all the direction, defence, support, and consolation
my journey hence requires,
and grant me a mind stayed upon thee.
Give me a large abundance of the supply of the Spirit of Jesus,
that I may be prepared for every duty,
love thee in all my mercies,
submit to thee in every trial,
trust thee when waiting in darkness,
have peace in thee amidst life's changes.
Lord, I believe, help thou my unbelief and uncertainties.

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This is my prayer, that I focus on eternal things, not be deceived, be given exactly what I need from God to get through each day and that I have a mind stayed on Him...that is probably my biggest struggle - to not be wrapped up in sadness and pain and think He isn't there, or be discouraged that I don't find him in it.