Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Last Day at the Shelter - Day 124

I've not kept up with my journal and posting. The events I've been through have been challenging and draining. Most of the time passed in a blur and the end snuck up on me because today my life changes again as I start a new journey!

Today I woke up and made 50 servings of my famous French Toast for my favorite lady friends! I am sad that today I say bye to some of the best friends I've ever made - some I will never see again - it is truly losing a family. The support and encouragement I've received at the domestic violence shelter has been a blessing from God. I'll be homeless for a bit, bouncing around staying at homes of friends willing to take the kids and I in. I'm nervous about what's in store. While I continue going to church my faith is barely noticeable, due to interactions with people and organizations that I sought help from who turned away from my cries. I'm leaving my home today and I'm very sad. I am puzzled as to how God can redeem this situation.  I will try to believe that He will somehow...